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Coffee and Consciousness

Dear Heart, 

As I recall, Ray Bradbury once said, "We need not to be let alone. We need to be really bothered once in a while. How long is it since you were really bothered? About something important, about something real?" It makes me realize that being desensitized is not a substantial achievement; sometimes we need to let emotions flow out of us. Suppressing them unsettles our consciousness and strengthens our subconscious state of mind. 

Understanding that, I am letting my emotions breathe; they are breathing through ink, and I am letting things fluctuate inside me, tensing me to such an extent that hurt could no longer hurt me.  

With every sip of my coffee, I cannot help but ponder how I have learnt to observe the ache, let it haunt my quiet, and let my nerves learn resilience.     

Until my next cup,

~Zara M.

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